||[Oct. 2nd, 2004|09:13 pm]
SORRY MONIQUE!!! I REALLY WANTED TO GO TO UR B-DAY PARTY BUT IM GROUNDED...anyways..Happy late B-day!!!!!
as u all know, im grounded till my my b-day! yeah..im real bad...plz dont ask me why im grounded, its long+sad+pathedic story. it sux coz i wanted to go hang out my my friends on friday but i cant (which it made me so sad..yep thats right, gigi actually feeling really sad and depressed) however my mom still make me go to tennis practice, it was the WORST tennis lesson ever!! my mind was totally OUT OF THIS WORLD, i was hitting like i dont know how to play tennis! it was really that bad coz even brian noticed it. it was a long long hours of tennis, prob. one of the most "wasted of time+ $$$". Hopefully i'll be back on earth on monday. gosh..im soooooooooo totally nervous for the next tennis season, i got the feeling that i might be the last person or i dont even make it to the team, all i know i have to work my ass off and face the reality and except that im not good enough. If i have some good luck, and i played good on the try out day, i'll be good, but if im not...IM SCREWED like always.
anyways i dont think im gonna go to homecoming this year....r u guys going? well if u are going, have fun! and give me the pics!!!i want them! ahhhh now i feel really weird....i feel like my old friends and i are not really on the same page anymore! they dont really understand me, they think i have no life! but now i made a new group of friends who are totally awsome! i mean they are so much fun to be with...i just can talk to them about almost anything, dont worry my old friends still in the pic tho! i dont want to just leave them right there! its just we have different interest!and i dont really see them as much, but DONT WORRY, I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!